i'm really tired...
dun feel lyk going for bridging although i dun hate the kids now.
and alot of kids are not feeling well.
if they dun feel well, they shld stay at home instead of going for the programme and spreading to more pple.
i think i'm gonna be the next victim....

one week of bridging have passed...
i'm in a dilema. shld it b a gd / bad thing?
yes... i didnt really lyk kids.
but after this one week, there seem to a special connection between the kids and i.
my feelings towards them is no longer hatred nor frustration.
i really dunno how to explain this.

changes:
good - bridging doesn't seem as tiring anymore and kids don't seem as irritating..
i've learnt to communicate with kids
bad - i can't speak normally... i'm speaking lyk how i talk to kids!!
and this is worrying!!!!
this is only the first week..
so after 4 weeks????
omgg... i dun wanna imagine anymore.

on a brighter note, weekend is here! time to rest! :D

4 days have passed...
(wanted to blog everyday.. but was too tired yesterday. got cca etc..)

today was super chaotic!
there were many unexpected guests.
lyk indonesia delegates and moe filming team...

the delegates were here to observe the programme/lesson..
so it was ok..
they juz sat ard lo.
still... they shld give some warning ma.

the filming thing was totally xxxxxx!
if they were to film all the kids...
it's ok
but they picked out a few kids only!
imagine how the other kids will feel!
especially when it's probably their first time seeing such big cameras!!!!
and wat's more?
they took some shots of them play games
zzz...
isnt it obvious that all the kids will want to play as well?!
and they only lyk that few kids play.
totally xxxxxxxx!
wat appeared in front of the camera isnt lyk the "real " situation anyway..

(ok.. chilll)
anyways..
things wasnt as bad today.
not so tiring cos of all those unexpected visits which led to shorter playtime!
(yay! haha)
oh btw, got one boy super cute.
during playtime, other pple draw on the board.
he writing numbers lei!
so cute la!!
then i was spelling the words in eng for him
and he followed.
so cute!!
haha

to be cont...
hah

2nd day of bridging...
there wasnt much changes other then realizing that some kids require more attention then others.
the "devilish" kid that i mentioned yesterday is actually not bad in nature.
i kinda feel that he has some emotional difficulty...
so.. in a way, cant blame him la.

anyways.. today was super tiring!!
lyk nanny la!
everything also nid to do!
clean up... talk to them... play with them .. etc

so...
NOT looking forward to tml!
ahhh
still got a long way to go...

omg
SOME kids are really devilish!!!
went to amk pri to do bridging today
and it was lyk a disaster!!!
i saw a kid hit his frens lei!
think he has some problem...
not trying to mean
but seriously....
attention seeker(mayb or worst....)
he threw tissue paper at one of the volunteers lei!
not once.. but many times!
and another one pinch another gal cos her shaker( they made it themselves) spoilt.
the macaronis dropped out.
dunno if it's really tt gals fault cos i wasnt there..

and tt is lyk my first day at amk pri....
it's only the start...
omg....
another month to go!
how am i gonna survive?!
i'm starting to regret signing up.....

haiz.....
haiz....
i think i'm square...
they asked weird qs duing the interview...
dunno how to ans la!

lyk wat animal best describe you?
coffee or tea?
hot or cold?

weird right????

haiz...
i heard alot of pple going to sign up for ogl..
so.... my chances are .... slim
but then agn.. they extended the deadline...
and some pple say its cos they still nid pple.

so do i still stand a chance?

tml...
sat agn!
and i didnt prac erhu agn!
dunno wat i hv been doing the whole whole.
really didnt touch erhu till today.
omg.. god bless mi!
i hope i dun hv lesson tml!!!
best is my teacher got some concert!

ahhh.... my ogl interview is tml!
very scared!
lyk super lot of pple signing up la... dunno if i even stand a chance :(
but i wanna be ogl leh!
hope everything goes smoothly tml...
good luck to all those hu wanna be ogl!
jy! :)

haiz..
back to normal lessons tml....
i dun want :(
sure slp in LT.
but good thing is... there's only 2 lects tml.

going to phs co with janice tml.
hope i get to meet some teachers too.

btw, im applying for OGL.
dont fall off your chair!
yes! OGL!
u didnt c wrongly!
i juz filled up the form.
gonna submit tml.
but the response will b overwhelming la.
so...
the chances of mi getting in
is lyk......
but i still hope to get in

the interview is on fri.
good luck to mi!!
haiz...
i dunno any of the 3 "interviewers"
it's bad thing right?

yay!!
baking was a success.
this time, i took special attention on the settings.
so...
"heng"
no cookies got burnt.
haha.

ok. time to slp. have to walk up at 5.45am tml..
nights everyone! :)

yay!
pw has officially ended!!
no more pw meetings, no more wr, op, pi, i&r, eom etc!
cant believe it!!!

a subject tt has spanned for the past 9 months or so.. have ended!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!
so happy!
(though i made alot of mistakes. haha)
time to enjoy!!!

went skating today.
my 2nd time on skates
but it seemed lyk my first time was better.
today lyk cant balance well.
but i managed to do heel brake la.

next time.. i'm gonna try slope.
any1 wanna go?

tml! tml! tml!!!!
omg! OP tml!!!!
the many hours of hard work for the minutes of "fame"(hopefully... not shame)

ahhh!!!!
i hope i dun screw up!
pple, pls dun laugh/smile... cos i'll laugh too..

lucky the other group present said they wont laugh.
prac once with them today.
and their slides are great!!!
compared my my group's.....
but....
there's still another group tt will be present.
and according to my knowledge, they have really good speakers..

well..
in anycase, i'm hoping for the best!

YES!!
less than 24 hours to the end of my pw life!!!
(looking forward to it)
wat shall i do after pw?
any1 wants to play squash/ go skating??

it's sunday...
and i didnt go for erhu lesson again...
haiz...
gd and bad.
gd - i didnt prac much
bad- i'm skipping lesson to often.

ok..
gonna stop posting here.
cos janice asked mi out.
bb~~

getting bored...
nth much to do recently.
or rather dun feel lyk doing pw...
haiz...
i wanna work!!!!!
very poor liao...
i nid money! :(

oh btw, continuing from my previous post... mission accomplished!!
haha
my 2 dishes turned out well :)
yay!!

going to cook again next week.. since i'm kinda free.
life seems to be very empty after promos.
during promos -> study
after promos -> OP
now-> waiting for OP exam.
haiz..
i wanna work!!!!

yes!
pw life gonna end soon!!!
finally....
juz one more week!
whahahah.
best thing is... there's no official lesson till the wed after next.
is i'm going sch next week, it'll be for CO/OP prac.

today is a super frustrating day!!!
cant blog too much abt it here...
shall forget it. haha

gonna cook tml!!!
havent cook for a long time.
hope it's a sucessful attempt.
not gonna follow recipe as usual.
shall c how it goes.
haha
to be cont tml.... :)

yay!!!!
had my "A" level chinese today.
no more chinese!!!!
whahahaha

went to volunteer at sembawang family care centre today.
it's some homework coaching thing...
killed quite alot of my brain cells and it made mi realise that pri sch stuff isnt really tt easy.
feel so stupid now...
i cant even do pri sch stuff la!!!
was helping them with science.
and the chapter is diversity.
it has been a long time since i've touched bio.
so i explained most of the questions using the answers provided.
haha
and there's another math question tt cant solve.

it goes sth lyk this:
a seamtress have some buttons.
intially, the ratio of white : black buttons is 60%:40%
after adding 120 buttons
the ratio of white : black became 40:60
wat is the initial number of white buttons ?

the ans is 72.
anyone hu solved it, pls tell mi.
haha. i want to know the ans!