my prayers are answered!!!
omg!
miracle has happened!!

omg omg!
i managed to clear promos!!!!!!!
haha.
B for math and chem.
C for phy and chinese.
E for GP
S for econs.

tt's promos only la.
i think add mye = die. haha
my mye is...
U for phy, math, econs, GP
B for chem
C for chinese

so i think my overall will be juz pass lo.
haha.
hopefully.....
my CA marks are ok and a little on the high side.

yay!!! today is a good day!!!
haha.
my pw teacher is in a good mood too!
we were late for lesson and he didnt scold.
wats more?
he smiled when giving us comments for i&r.
but sadly...
despite his gd mood,
he wants i&r draft 2 to be in tml.
so...
i'm going to work on my i&r now!
bye....
haha

time flies...
3months would have past when the clock strikes 12 tonight.
i guess i've gotten over it... more or less..
haha.
i've deleted both his number and msn quite long ago.
(lihuan... dun ask mi wat his name... cos i wont ans. i'll just tell u tt i've forgotten. haha)

hmm...
tml is a happening day...
getting back of results being most significant...
i shall not blog much abt this.
wat is done is done...
worrying now will juz make mi feel worst.
i'll juz pray hard.
god, pls bless mi....
pls....
pls...

oh and congrats to mabel for clearing her promos! :DD

i miss my slp!!!
havent slpt for 29 hours!!!

was volunteering for nike run.
so i had to report at 12am and the thing spanned till 10++ am
it's super super boring at first ( and most of the time)
they only started briefing us at about 4plus.
then brought as the the water station at 5plus.
and since the event starts at 7pm,
we had 2 hours to prepare all the stuff.
and ALL the stuff is juz to put paper cuts and pour in water.
so.. we had lots of time.

but when the station if flooded with paper, it's really hectic.
had to keep pouring water.
i opened so many bottles of water tt i now have a blister on my thumb!

wat a pity...
wanted to give my fren a surprise but she didnt c mi! ( i didnt c her too... haha)
i was busy pouring water and she didnt stop at water stn 3!(whr i m)
so in the end, we didnt c each other.

overall... i didnt regret going for this event la. but i wouldnt want to do it again too. haha.

ok.. time to slp. haha
still nid to do pw l8r :( ....
"nights" pple! :)

while preparing my op slides yesterday, i tot i could speak for 5mins...
guess wat?
in the end... i only spoke for 2mins!!
omg! i timed myself last night and it's 5min!!!!
how m i gonna lengthen it?
lucky my pw tutor wasnt listening.
but i'm quite satisfied with my performance la.
at least i didnt pause alot or are at loss of words.
it's a pity no comments was given.
only peer evaluation.
i want and i need to ace my OP(oral presentation)!
didnt get EE (exceeding expectation) for my PI, not sure abt eom.
wr not sure yet, waiting for teacher's comments.
so OP MUZ MUZ MUZ GET EE!!!!

i sick and tired of pw!!!
i miss my slp!

this whole week have been revolving around wr and op!
i NID to prac my erhu too!!
else ding ding will kill mi!
(btw, she's my sch's conductor)
she alr warned us on wed...
haiz...
and i still havent prac
i wonder how i'm gonna survive tml
*fingers crossed*

gonna have op rehearsal tml as well.
slides are not done yet...
lyk obviously?
nth gets done on time.. for my group
group effectiveness = zero <- (a component in oral presentation)

haiz....
shall prepare my slides now.
suppose to speak to 5 mins.
i only have 2 + mins worth of contents now.
dunno wat to add in..... :(

cycling today was fun!!!
but my cycling techniques have gone rusty. haha..

i almost fell..
thanks to a kid hu ran out suddenly and bang onto me..
i tried to stop but couldn't stop in time.
dunno if i shld feel guilty.. cos he fell....
was kinda shocked then.

i guess he SHLD b ok.
since he didnt cry.
anyway. he didnt hit any metal part. so he shldnt b injured.

post promo activities ends here...
pw intensive starts tml... :(
haiz...

i'm tired...
haiz...
mentally and physically i guess...

dunno wat's wrong wif mi...
i'm experiencing an unexplainable feeling that i cant figure out how to subside it.
have been stone-ing since 5pm, after my lesson...

lesson today was ok.
considering the fact tt i prac only for ard 3 hours this 2 weeks.
she said i improved( ermm.... but i think not much la) and taught further. haha

i think i'm wasting my life this few days..
didnt do much.
or rather dun feel lyk doing anything.

i guess i shld b looking forward to tml.
going cycling wif eepeng, putri, chermaine. not sure if serene is going.
but.. i hv a feeling tt it will be cancelled....

oh ya, for the dinner on mon, whr do your want to go? if no suggestions, we'll go to nyp.

very lazy to blog nowadays..
lyk nth special to blog abt other than unhappy memories.
haiz...

will there always be rainbow after a rain?
i hope the ans is yes.
very suay nowadays..
shall not talk much abt it.

post exam activities are so boring....
we had a talk on business etiquette today.
things taught are more or less the same as those taught during DE.
so, i was sms-ing throughout. haha

we'll be having traditional games tml.
i guess only half the population will turn up
dunno how it'll turn out to be...
anyway,i dun think i'll be participating in those games.
will be playing squash instead!!!! :) :) :)
(chermaine, dun cheat my feelings agn hor! )

met wif melissa today.
creating havoc at her workplace.
disturbing her work?
NO!!
haha. lyk no one de lor.
oh ya. pple, still meeting on 18th right?
( referring to mabel li huan, shi yun and melissa.
serena cant make it. 1 ask anyone else? )

ok. time to slp le...
nights to myself. haha

it has been a busy week...
life has been filled wif lecture notes, tutorials, tys, as well as past year papers..

i dont feel lyk myself anymore.
nv have i studied so much!
seriously... sitting in front of the com for lyk 8hours, not blogging/fb-ing/ msn/gaming etc but looking through past year papers!!!

haiz...
the papers i sat for so far arent tt diffcult...
yes, it's a good news...
BUT ...
i screwed it. :(

REALLY WASTED!!!!
arghhhh! i hate myself!
feel so stupid! (indeed.. i m)

2 grave mistakes i made:
1. econs cs
- for the 10m q,
i wrote the correct thing initially i.e monetary policy
but dunno wat happen... it became fiscal policy halfway...zzzz

2. math
- 12 marks gone!
i left my last question blank.
totally blank!
and the reason is...
i didnt realise it's existence!
it's printed on the very last pg and the pg b4 it has a big empty space
so i tot q11 was the last q....
haiz....


who else can be so stupid?!!
i guess i'm the only idiot...
if only i can b more careful....
haiz...

but in any case, wat's done cnt be undone.
i shall not cry over spilt milk.
thank god the papers arent "that" difficult.
and econs cs is 40%..
so still got hope. haha
muz do well for essay!!!

i muz cont to mug during this weekend!
"live or die" will be decided in less than a week...

my last paper is on tues.
still left with chinese, econs pp2 and phy pp1&2.
so.. there's still alot to study... :(

exams may be stressful... but i'm not looking forward to end of exams lyk i used to...
cos it does not signify rest but unveil a series of intensive pw & cl lectures...
haiz...

“I cannot choose how I’m going to go. I just carry on my life and that’s that. If you start thinking about it, you will go downhill. Every day is a bonus, so let’s carry on,” Lee said.