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Thursday, September 30, 2010Y

decided to blog today cos li huan said very few pple update their blog yesterday.

it has been one week since i last blogged.
was too busy..
the time i used to spend on blogging has been converted to time for practising my erhu.
nid to be more hardworking
havent go for lessons for 3 weeks
cant go this week and play lyk ....
dunno if i'm doing the right thing.
exams are coming.
yet i'm spending more time on erhu

promos start next mon
and i'm not ready at all!
feel very uncertain suddenly..
worried as well...
i dunno how i'm gonna complete my revision in 3 days
and i'm not those kind of pple hu can sit down and study continuously..
i'll slack/stone half the time and i cant help it!
tt means i'm left with only 1.5 days..

i actually planned to revise 3 chaps of chem, 2 chaps of math and 1 chap of phy today...
in the end, i only manage to complete 1 chap of math and 1 chap of chem..
haiz..
super slow!!!!
arghhh
very stress..
so stress that i vent my anger on ants. (i usually leave them alone )

those ants super irritating!
running all over the table while i was having dinner.
so i killed some of them...
and after dinner, i decided to clean the table to get rid of ALL the ants!
but... i didnt manage to find any of them..
i cleaned the whole table ( it's abit messy) but dont c any ants.
dunno why there's so many ants recently...
if i still c them tml, i'm gonna use baygone instead!!!
have the sudden urge to clean the whole hse!!!
arghhh..

hmmm....
i think i sound lyk some psychopathic..
haha...
anyways, gd luck to everyone having exams (especially mabel and shu yan) and everyone receiving results (especially melissa) !!! :DD

JIA YOU EVERYONE!
don't give youself too much stress,
juz try your best! :D

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Thursday, September 23, 2010Y

haiz...

y muz life be lyk a wheel of fortune?



we are always spinning round and round,

uncertain abt our future

and letting many opportunities slip past us...



some pple say " our fate lies in our hands" while others say " everything is fated"

so which is true?

r we juz finding words to comfort ourselves?



haizz....

nvm...

shall stop here.

dunno wat to blog..

not making any sense...

going crazy soon....




counting down to promos...

dying...died...dead


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Wednesday, September 22, 2010Y

haiz...
i nid time!!!!
i'm gonna be dead in 2 weeks...

first paper on 4 oct.
hasnt studied much :(
and i mean .. really havent start my revision!
( y no one believe??? do i really look lyk a mugger?)

神啊,救救我吧!
how to balance pw and revision?
i nid to start on my revision!!
at the same time.... wr nids to be done too :( :( :(
how?
haiz....

am i the only one facing this problem?
i noe i really fail in time management....
haiz...

ok.. off to do pw :(

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Saturday, September 18, 2010Y

嗨。。。
心情好差、好烦。
怎么事事都不顺心?
可也是没办法的。
但二胡。。。 怎么似乎又没有练都一样烂?
我今天又没去上课了。是老师的意思。
我问她今天有没有课,她问我练好了没。
我说有练,但没有很好。(总不能说练得很好吧?)她就说今天就别来了吧。
我想她大概已放弃我了吧。。。

身体最近也时好时坏。。。
考试要到了。拜托,不要这样玩我好吗?

这几天,可能是因为一直呆在家里,太闲了!
一直在胡思乱想,把不想想起的事也想起。
我也该花多点儿心思去念书了!!!!!

剩下的时间不多。 这,我知道。
但,我又为我自己做些什么吗?
没有。
后果,我很清楚。
为什么我就是没那股发愤图强的冲劲呢?
自从中四开始,我就对学业抱着这种马虎的态度。
那时还可以随随便便的通过,但现在不行啦!
不读= 抱不及格!

虽知这一切,我却没有恒心。
下一秒,我可能又复原形了。
我该怎么办?

其实,我想我知道为什么我那这种态度。
可能是因为它容易受人影响。
前阵子,我的堂姐们一直怂恿我退学。
我当然也有考虑过。
毕竟,身边也有人想这样做,难免会想跟着做。

但另一方面我又不想浪费一年。
实在很矛盾。
想到当初对自己的承诺。。
实在一脸惭愧。

我真没用!!!

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Thursday, September 16, 2010Y

i'm a very very very very very bad student!!
really changed alot since sec.
haha
in sec... i've nv pon sch or any of those stupid talks.
but now... i do it quite often.

and being able to write this post at this time made what i did obvious right?
but i didnt pon intentionally.
wasnt feeling well last night
and was thinking of getting a mc today.
but when i woke up at 8am this morning... i felt healthy again.
( make no sense for mi to go sch. late= cwo... anyway, there's no impt lessons today)

i'll still be going to the doctor l8r.
cant give 2 parents letter in a week.
( went to sch only in the afternoon on mon)
hope she gives mi a mc.
will be telling her i got fever and headache( obviously dont have)
i have no choice but to act abit
haha

and anyway i realised why my fever didnt recover completely since sun.
the reason is lack of rest.
pple take panadol then go slp
after i take pandol, i cont to do hmwk, go to sch etc ( not because i'm hardworking.. juz tt i've accumulated too much work)
now i noe it takes 11hrs of slp to recover completely :)

oh ya... there's a gd news.
i got 28/30 for my vectors test. wohoo!!

ends at 9:42 AM

Monday, September 13, 2010Y

You entered: CHONG PEI EN
There are 10 letters in your name.
Those 10 letters total to 60
There are 4 vowels and 6 consonants in your name.

Your number is: 6

The characteristics of #6 are: Responsibility, protection, nurturing, community, balance, sympathy.

The expression or destiny for #6:
The number 6 Expression provides you a truly outstanding sense of responsibility, love, and balance. The 6 is helpful and ever conscientious, making you quite capable of rectifying and balancing any sort of inharmonious situation. You are a person very much inclined to give help and comfort to those in need. You have a natural penchant for working with the old, the young, the sick, or the underprivileged. Although you may have considerable creative and artistic talents, the chances are that you will devote yourself to an occupation that shows concern for the betterment of the community.

The positive side of the number 6 suggests that you are very loving, friendly, and appreciative of others. You have a depth of understanding that produces much sympathetic, kindness, and generosity. The qualities of the 6 make the finest and most concerned parent and one often deeply involved in domestic activities. Openness and honesty is apparent in your approach to all relationships.

If there is an excess of the number 6 in your makeup, you may exhibit some of the negative traits associated with this number. There may be a tendency for you to be too exacting and demanding of yourself. In this regard, you may at times sacrifice yourself (or your loved ones) for the welfare of others. In some cases, the over zealous 6 has difficulty distinguishing helping from interfering. You may have difficulty expressing your own individuality, because of involvement with responsibilities and causes. Like all with the Expression of the number 6, it's quite likely that you worry much too much.

Your Soul Urge number is: 7

A Soul Urge number of 7 means:
With a number 7 Soul Urge you are very fond of reading, and retreating to periods of being alone and away from the disruptions of the outer world. You like to dream and develop you idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom. You may be too laid back and withdrawn to really succeed in the business world, and you will be much more comfortable in circumstances that are tolerant of your reserve, your analytical approach, and your desire to use your mind rather than your physical being.

You are very timid around people that you don't know very well, so much so at times that casual conversation and social situations can be strained. You tend to repress your emotions to the extend that some people have a good bit of difficult understanding you. You tend to be very selective with friends and you don't easily adapt to new environments or to new people very quickly.

The negative traits of the 7 include becoming too much the introvert and isolated from others.

Your Inner Dream number is: 8

An Inner Dream number of 8 means:
You dream of success in the business or political world, of power and control of large material endeavors. You crave authority and recognition of executive skills. Your secret self may have very strong desire to become an entrepreneur.

from : http://www.paulsadowski.com/NameData.asp

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Sunday, September 12, 2010Y

我生病了。。。
haiz...
on last day of "holiday".... :(
what a bad day to fall sick right?
having fever now :(

sch starting tml!!!!!
have i finished my hmwk?
NO!
is there alot of undone work?
YES!

2 more econs essay to go :(

suppose to chiong now de..
but no mood, don't feel like using my brain...
juz feel lyk sleeping.... :(

lucky i managed to complete 2 of the more impt essays yesterday.
else i'll really be dead..

ahhhhhhhhhhh...
头很痛!!!
不要再折磨我了!!!
cant take panadol also..
will fall aslp....
haiz...

word of the day: Perseverance!!!

( saw my fren's display msg: meeting you was fate, being your fren was a choice but falling in love wif you was completely beyond my control...)

ends at 4:26 PM

Friday, September 10, 2010Y

ARGHHHHHHHH
i'm so failed!!!!
i did 2 sets of math promo papers, just to realise that the answers are already uploaded!!!!!!!!!
rrrrr....
y did i choose to do math!!!!
shld hv done econs first :(

haiz...
still got 4 econs essays to complete...
(not mentioning those tt i dun intend to do)

hopefully, i can complete it tml... ( studying wif mabel)
sry mabel if i distract you.
haha

and.. i'll most prob be skipping erhu lesson tml.
hope my teacher dont mind..
i'm gonna tell her this
"老师,对不起。明天的课,可以取消吗?因为课业繁重,未能好好练琴。琴声还差强人意,离你的要求还很远。为了避免再次令您失望,请多给我一个星期。谢谢" (sounds ok right?)

and the consequence is...
i have to prac quite alot next week...

or... shld i juz go for lesson tml?

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Wednesday, September 8, 2010Y

Played squash wif jia ying at yck sports complex today!
although both of us are lyk jokers( we spent more time picking up the squash ball rather than playing the game)... it's quite fun.
i shld ask more pple to join in next time
haha
but sadly...
i only hv 1 racket.
can come my sch to play though...
there are some rackets available for loan at the bookshop.

and tt ng jia ying!!!!
late for half an hour!
when will u change this bad habit huh??


again.. didnt study much today.
actually yesterday as well...
my cousin forced mi to go shopping wif her!
there goes my 4hrs... :(

these 2 days, only completed 2 sets of promo paper.
supposed to complete all my hmwk by tml de....
but..
not possible anymore.
still got 2 econs essay, 1 chinese compo(tt i will not do unless i can finish other work in time), chem tut & promo paper and... lots more tt i cant rmb.

oh ya! i forgot to mention wat chermaine asked mi to do on mon!
she actually asked mi to make egg tarts for her!!
LOL!
she really thinked too highly of mi.
haha
but i'll still try...

anyway, 加油 to everyone hu's studying hard!!!!

shall end here..
nid to start on chem tut soon...

ends at 9:18 PM

Tuesday, September 7, 2010Y

"yesterday" i met a fren..
dunno y..
suddenly feel lyk studying after meeting him.

he didnt say anything in particular.
i think my mind juz isnt working well....

but that isnt the main point.
gd thing is,
i've completed my phy and math tut that i've been dreading!!!(especially when i've slacked for 2 days.. finally getting some work done)
cheers!!!

sadly, there's lot more to go though...
but i think i'll juz do the more impt ones.
haha.

and i think i shld get someone to study wif mi soon...
i tend to fall aslp while studying.
haha
tt's wat happened juz now as well..
btw sry serena, i was too tired.
dunno how i managed to type the half completed sms and press send.
haha
it doesnt really make sense anyway...
ok.. back to slp....zZZ...

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Sunday, September 5, 2010Y


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had erhu lesson yesterday..
LUCKILY, i bought a box of chocolates for my teacher...
else....
i'll be dead by now...

didnt really prac or rather, practising the wrong thing.....
on usual days...
she would have yelled at mi!
so thank god i bought her teachers day present.
she nagged abit only
now i feel very demoralised...
seems like i will never master this instrument...
haiz...

after lesson...
i went jogging wif janice, peiling and hui shan @ yck stadium.
and i realised how easy it is to run at night as compared to daytime, under the hot sun...
why dont the school let us hv napfa at night instead??

after jogging, went for dinner @ ah mei cafe wif janice and hui shan.
well, i think they had a gd laugh at the fact tt i dunno how to use fork and spoon properly.haha ( i'm not trying to play wif food!!! i juz dunno how to use the fork!!)
oh.. and hui shan was saying how she cant stand pple hu waste food..
then i was lyk thinking in my mind.. the person sitting beside you is one of those sinners...
being inspired by her, i've decided to TRY not to waste food anymore
and note "try"...

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Friday, September 3, 2010Y

today marks the last day of term 3....
wat follows next is "sep hols" ( more lyk study break)
haiz...
nth much to look forward to...
hv to study :(
whats more?
chinese remedial during the hols...zzzz....
(I DUN 1 TO GO!!!!)

super disappointed in myself!!!!
didnt do well for phy lecture test...
it's designed for us to score... yet i juz passed it :(
but.. one comforting news is tt i didnt reasonably well for my chem test!
missed A by juz a little bit.

i really really nid to work hard!!!
(obviously.... i'm not doing so.....)
i'm lyk the slackest jc student, ever
haiz....
i think i'll hv to learn to accept failure...
and be prepared to retain................

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