it has been a busy week...
life has been filled wif lecture notes, tutorials, tys, as well as past year papers..

i dont feel lyk myself anymore.
nv have i studied so much!
seriously... sitting in front of the com for lyk 8hours, not blogging/fb-ing/ msn/gaming etc but looking through past year papers!!!

haiz...
the papers i sat for so far arent tt diffcult...
yes, it's a good news...
BUT ...
i screwed it. :(

REALLY WASTED!!!!
arghhhh! i hate myself!
feel so stupid! (indeed.. i m)

2 grave mistakes i made:
1. econs cs
- for the 10m q,
i wrote the correct thing initially i.e monetary policy
but dunno wat happen... it became fiscal policy halfway...zzzz

2. math
- 12 marks gone!
i left my last question blank.
totally blank!
and the reason is...
i didnt realise it's existence!
it's printed on the very last pg and the pg b4 it has a big empty space
so i tot q11 was the last q....
haiz....


who else can be so stupid?!!
i guess i'm the only idiot...
if only i can b more careful....
haiz...

but in any case, wat's done cnt be undone.
i shall not cry over spilt milk.
thank god the papers arent "that" difficult.
and econs cs is 40%..
so still got hope. haha
muz do well for essay!!!

i muz cont to mug during this weekend!
"live or die" will be decided in less than a week...

my last paper is on tues.
still left with chinese, econs pp2 and phy pp1&2.
so.. there's still alot to study... :(

exams may be stressful... but i'm not looking forward to end of exams lyk i used to...
cos it does not signify rest but unveil a series of intensive pw & cl lectures...
haiz...